心動心痛

这是一首佷好听的歌。。。。。。。

心動心痛

黑夜渗透了想念,

偷不走微光闪现的千种画面,

我背着伤痛离开孤单拖着记忆支离破碎，

原以为不会改变眼泪在脸颊上干枯失去知觉，

我的心挣脱了爱跟随着夕阳埋进了海洋，

为什么相爱的人却又为爱而纷争,

现实的翅膀扰乱了原本幸福的气氛，

我有我的过错我有我的疑惑，

藏在面对面的折磨背后,

为什么让爱躲进乌云密布的天空，

随着风漂流在外一点一点的散落，

慢慢远离的梦渐渐冷却冰封，

心痛都当初相遇的心动，

慢慢远离的梦，

渐渐冷却冰封。。。。。。。

Its very touching....... do go and listen to it.

Back From Cambodia

Hello Guys it has been 3 days since i returned from cambodia and this trip for 15days has been very fruitful and also an eye opener for me to see the live of the people living in cambodia. I have begin to understand that live is really fragile and we must cherish it. Over the past 15 days of this trip, our team memebers individually have done lots of our own reflection and we shared in within our team and we were like doing it almost everyday after a day's work in this island call koh kor which is know as "Death Island". We went over there to actually help a widow to renovate her house and also to build a school as well. Other than renovating we also carried 100 packets of 50kg Cements which is equal to 5 tonnes of cements onto the island plus those big pillars which is about 80kg and there are 14 of them to be carried. Well it actually drain our energy out during the first few days.

I begin to feel that we are very lucky to be living in Singapore. Life in cambodia is very fragile,unpredictable and the people in the villages don't even have a proper meals for a day lest to mention about their salary which is just less than USD20 for a month. I could only see them having plain porridge and thats all they have for lunch. The villagers lead a very simple life and sometimes i wonder whether do they have a goal in mind or are they just living in this island in a happy-go-lucky way??? well i wonder??? Anyway we should feel glad that over in singapore we actually have more then just porridge and therefore we should not waste food in future.

Well our team actually went over to a island to lend our hand to the villagers over there and also to learn from them as well. The kids there are very adorable and they are very much willing to learn whatever we taught them. The kids age range from 3yrs old to 15yrs old and im surprise that this 15years old kid do not know ABC at all. Quite sad to see them learning Simple english at such a age....

Therefore to summarise this trip, i feel that i have begin to understand life better and also realised that we should be contented with what we have and i also starts to look things in a very different angle like i know what i want in life and somehow i feel that many things are not within our control therefore we need to treasure our family members and friends around us....

Well apart from the community service, the Rest & Relax was superb, Recommendation to you guys out there, Angkok Wat is worth visiting because its one of the 7 wonders in the world, the layout and the structure is truly amazing....Do visit Angkok Wat if you love to see those eyes capturing structure....

This is the island opposite the Tonle Sap river whereby we are crossing everyday to get over there.

This is how the school on the island looks like.....

One of the attap houses in on the island.......Its super small inside....

This is where the kids are having our so called Kindergarten lessons. Should have more kids i think some of them are helping out in the field like feeding the goats etc....

Our team teared down the 4 surrounding walls plus the door.

These strawmats are being used for the walls of the house.

These bamboo are used as the flooring for the house, we actually smoothen the bamboo to prevent those sharp edges from hurting the widow.
]These are bamboo for the flooring as well......

We are nailing those bamboos in...... we have over hundreds of bamboos to be nailed in....

Few of us are doing the nailings while some are doing the walls

Taking few mins break frm the nailings haha...

One of the villagers, my so called god-mother hahaha....

Finally the completion of the House after doing it for almost 5days......

Group photo taken infront of the completed Hut....

Tuk-Tuk ride, first time sitting on it.......

Taken at Angkok Wat.... those structures look damn cool lah

Taken in Angkok Wat.....Worth Visiting....

Taken at Kolap 4 one of the orphangae in the city area in Phnom Penh

She's from Japan.....Cool right??? hahahaha Don't Envy ah

The rooftop of the hut


Are you guys able to spot me???.... haha...

Interior of the hut....

The small classroom where the children age 7 and above have their lessons here.....

My adopted son hehe.....he keeps following me sia..he's only 3 years old

A Singaporean business man in cambodia treated us to this steamboat dinner in Phnom Penh.


Phnom Penh Royal Palace.....

This is very special, its what they called coconut ice-cream and its just selling at opposite our hotel and its less than 2 Sing dollars worth eating....

Our last dinner at this Mexican Restaurant in Phnom Penh before we set off for Siem Reap the next day early morning.....

"Happy Five Friends".......

The weather is damn hot in Angkok Wat...

Time for posing........A 40mins Stop-over in Danang, Vietnam before flying back to Singapore

Off to Cambodia

Well will be flying off to cambodia in 18hrs time.... the flight is on 22nd sept 0800 hrs haha hope it will be an enjoyable trip will be back on the 6th Oct haha till then see u guys. Take care my friends

14th Sept

Results for Year 2 first semester will be release on the 15th Sept from 9am onwards, scary lah, worried for 2 particular modules, EM3B & Applied Mechanics..... Just hope that can pass the exam for this semester and proceed to 2nd semester for yr 2.... well just recent fri went to IMM for dinner with ck, jocelyn, weilian, sc and lydia after work.... Met up with lydia at took bus 105 to IMM for dinner, shop around IMM before our ktv session starts at 9pm at this Chevrons which was like 10mins walking distance away from IMM, haha the gd thing is jocelyn drove her Kangoo again haha so saving the walking timing......

Had a great KTV session with the gang, had plan for this ktv session specially for suichang becoz he will be leaving for Xian next tue for his attachment there, he will be there like 4mths??? i think so, heard from him he will be back in Jan just before Chinese New Year. Hope he will hv a great attachment there haha and come back with a another gal ba....hahaha.....

Went to meet up with jielun and caren at taka there before we go to Weisheng's house for KTV session, its damn cool right to have a ktv system at ur house, as and when u like to see can just sing man, save the trouble of going to party world or kbox..... most impt thing its that can save money.....hahaha

Haizzzz its sunday again man, will be going to changi beach club to meet robert to help him with his friend's wedding i think haha to be a traffic marshal from 11am-4pm, anyway i will be paid to do it so ya haha money makes the world go rounds man hahaha.....

Okay shall end here man results out on Mon Good luck Guys......

Cambodia here i come.........hahahaha

8th Sept

Today after work as usual boarded the mrt from outram station to go home, as the mrt was quite packed, i went to the other end of the door whereby it will not open throughout the whole journey, i stand against or rather lean against the door becoz i moved all the way in. While arriving at this Dhoby Ghuat Station, an Indian man who is quite big size, he was wearing long sleeve shirt carrying a backpack and a laptop bag boarded the mrt...can tell that he's a blue collar worker. This guy also move in to the other side of the door where i was standing, he was standing in front of me while im leaning against the door, as the train moves, he starts to move backwards and was like almost squeezing me, i dun know why the hell he keep moving backwards and backwards trying to squeeze me when i am already so close to the door until i cant move anymore, he keeps moving back and back. I just looked at him and i did the "zhi" sound from my mouth, he at the same time also stared at me.

Damn idiotic, i was like squeezing there like sardine and he stills move back and back trying to squeeze me damn farker....if he wants to pick fight im not scared of him & i wont be stupid to fight back with him, i will confirm call the police coz this farker was in the wrong why the fark does he hv to keep squeezing me???? i cant understand at all.. he thinks he damn super big size i will be scare of him, let me tell him hey u fark off lah.... Big size so what??? Big fark ah....big size but empty vessel, BRAINLESS PIECE OF SHIT!!!!!!! SO LET ME TELL THOSE extremely BIG SIZE PEOPLE. DUN THINK THAT ITS GREAT TO BE BIG!!!!!!!!

AS FROM TODAY I HEREBY DECLARE THAT I AM "RAYSEAS" and BIASED TOWARDS "BLACK GRASSJELLY" DRINK OR RATHER BLACK CHIN-CHOW.... If u guys can understand whats "black grassjelly" then i think u guys should know what i meant.....

6th Sept

Im back for blogging again hahaha.... Well holiday has started 2 weeks ago.... and i have been like working for 2 weeks or so since the start of holiday...Less then 2 weeks time the exam results will be release and how how how???? lots of worries and worries will make me very worried hahaha... haizzzz let just cast aside regarding the results issue haha...

ytd after work went back to have a quick bath and pack my stuffs before heading to Serangoon Garden Chomp Chomp to meet up with Jocelyn, Chor kiat, Sui Chang, weilian and waixiong for dinner..... As usual this place is always packed with ppl and the waiting time really can like wait for almost and hr or so i hate it man....and i think the food there was not very nice also haha....

After dinner weilian and waixiong went back home while me, jocelyn, sui chang and chor kiat took a cab and head to Chor kiat's house.... haha we went there like to play Mahjong? well its been quite some time since i play mj, hands abit itchy le hahaha... Lydia joined us ard 1am or so and we were like chatting through the nite well not through the nite though, like 3am plus??? and we fall asleep haha. woke up like ard 11am and we ordered canadian pizza for our lunch. we slack awhile like till 2pm plus then we went home haha....

well looking forward to the cambodia trip man.... departing on 22nd sept. alright shall end here le..

oh ya and today when i reached home, i received a sms only to learned that one of my best friend's dad has just passed away this morning.....im sad to hear this piece of new and my condolence to him....

So my dear friends, life is full of surprises and life is short.... do treasure ur loves one beside you, especially ur parents, do not quarrel with them over small issue......a piece of advice,

Give and take and life will be very colourful... trust me, dun live with regrets coz there is no turning back in life.

What a Day!

1 exam paper is down, but but but 2 more to go....haiz another killer paper coming up Applied Mechanics reali dun know how to deal with it.....headache man.... EM3B ended at 11am today....well dun know wat will the outcome be, shall leave it to fate.... After the paper went for lunch at this market there....went back sch to study with the girls, weilian, nic and tian yeh....
Is kind of tiring to study coz last nite was doing last min revision for EM3B, weilian and nic went back quite early coz they look quite tired....

Not to say them, i went back at ard 330pm? i guess so....throughout the journey to hougang interchange, i fall asleep on this 151 Double Decker Bus...The thing is i slept until the bus terminates at the interchange and i was not aware of it until when a gal tap me on my shoulder, woke me up to tell me the bus has reached the terminal. I am not the last passenger on the bus, there was like 10 other ppl and no one bother to wake me up.... from this incident i can conclude that some singaporeans only care for themself....they just alight the bus and they see me as invisible...tats being self-fish and we still dare to tell other countries how nice singaporeans are.... I haven get the chance to say thank you to the gal cuz when she alighted the bus, she ran towards the traffic light and walk to Hougang Mall. I can only say she's from Ngee Ann coz i seen her in sch somehow...

Okay shall end my blogging here for today, got to study for the remaining 2 papers.... and argh next week going to start working le sianzzzz cant enjoy my holidays. will be working till before the Sch's trip to Cambodia from 22nd Sept to 5th Oct.......

Thats all folks, take care... will be back soon....

1 Paper DOWN!!!!!!

Finally IA is over and 3 more papers to go, out of the remaining 3, 2 of the papers are killer man, thats for sure no doubt about it..... how to study AM and EM3B sia.... SIANZ!!!!! Stress like hell, hope for holiday to arrive faster.

Anyway today after the first paper, went to AMK to play Pool with Nic, weilian, jocelyn, lydia, chor kiat, sui chang and Ling Jing...... Play for around 2 hrs? i guess so, as they were playing , some of us were chatting happily.......

After the pool session, we decided to go chomp chomp located at serangoon garden for dinner, we orderd quite a few spicy food like stingray, chilli sotong and mussels. The glass of sugarcane was extremely large and no other place can compare their glass to this glass at chomp chomp

After dinner, went to seletar reservoir to see couple's having fun inside the car, newspaper were seen pasting at the windows of the cars, though is Mon night but still there are quite a number of cars there.

well 3 more papers to go jiayou.....shall study hard and play hard after the exam.....

Tis is one of the outdated photos dated 19th July 08 hahaha

30th July 2008

Blogger will be away till after 22nd Aug coz its EXAM period..........

Good luck to all my friends taking the exam....Jia you....

30th July

Today was at library the whole morning studying for the EM3B CCT...... The paper was kinda hard but well maybe it's because i studied last min ba tats why i think it's hard haha.....
Exam is drawing nearer and nearer, time to pull up my socks and i believe i can get through this semester....

Anyway after many days later, finally received a present from a friend of mine......I was told not to disclose the person's identity, as i hv promised i wont..... Was feeling happy that the person gave me this present though it's not any unusal thing but its the thoughts that count and somehow its something which was what i like also....Thanks again to the person if u happen to read this post....... Its my first present which i gotta from ngee ann and i will treasure it de haha

feeling sick this few days with running nose damn it i hate flu man makes me uncomfortable and uneasy.... i think i better go rest as much as i can to recover faster....byeee

27th July

Good Morning everyone.....haha it's almost 20 mins past 1am and im still awake at this time...cant get to slp...coming week there are 2 quizzes to take and i'm like not fully prepared yet haha how how how.......July ending soon and Aug is coming, real fast man, exam is like about 2 weeks away??? got to study hard for this exam and hopefully pass all modules.....

well next week got to go for medical check-up for the Cambodia trip in sept. The lecturer in charge told us that we have to go for 2 jab but im not sure if i have to take those 2 jabs coz i think i may already have been jab when i went taiwan for training during my army time....
i was not sure either.... how to check it out? perhaps i should call up my camp's medical centre and check with them? but the thing is i dun hv their number.... so shld i take the jab again or what??? confused.......

Stupid fire station, keep sounding the siren for no reasons....how am i suppose to slp in the middle of the night...is it a matter of getting use??? well i think so.....

Trying to slp with the air-con on so that i can slp well without having to hear the siren....

Time to slp bye guys......

22nd July

wow....its been quite some time since i last blogged....... celebrated my 24th birthday 4 days back...time flies 24years old already...alot of ppl have been telling me old le, time to get a gf....i wish i could but let's leave it to fate ba if its yours it will be yours. Lots of thanks to all my friends for the birthday wishes be it through sms or friendster and also to my friends who have given me presents i love it alot..... Seems like my present wishes do come true haha...

Anyway activities for the past few days so like quite simple, busy with rushing assignments and presentation... phew its over already man thanks god.... outing to sentosa on the 19th july with jocelyn, nic, weilian, kh, chor kiat. It was quite fun though that day the sun was not very strong did not manage to get tan....but overrall an enjoyable trip coz i got to blade again after many many years....kind of like unfamiliar with blading but got the hang of it after some time.....

Exam is less than a month away, stress level will be going up and will be busying studying and revising for the coming exam.... After exam shall look forward to the sch's trip to Cambodia.....

Sat 12th July

Its 5:19am in the early morning and im still awake hahahaa

anyway Gd morning...........

Time for me to go slp then byeee.....

Friday 11th July

Today miss an hour of AM lecture and went to bugis with steven to do my last min shopping coz im attending my friend's wedding dinner in the evening....The wedding dinner was held at Marriot Hotel above CK Tang Shopping Centre....Reached at 715pm just in time for the cocktail and some photos taking....

Felt happy for my friend coz she has found her Right partner and will be starting a new chapter in her life again.....Hope she will still meet up with us often and the good news is im gonna be her children's godfather hahaha... thats great man....anxious to become a godfather....Looking forward to it....

I wish the couple a blissful Marriage and all the best.....

Below are some photos taken during the wedding dinner....

Here comes the beautiful bride.......

Before going in to the Grand Ballroom for the dinner

Im honoured to take a photo with the bride haha....

Cutting of the cake ceremony.......

Wishing the couple an everlasting and blissful marriage......


Thats all folks.........see u till next time.....